Now, I know You all(almost all) have read the First Person Stories, my most controversial set of posts (till now).
But then, You can also see there’s a DISCLAIMER on the right hand side of this page. Have you ever even considered or stopped to think about what I’ve stated in that Text Box? And have you ever thought of why some sentences are in Bold? Has the purpose ever occured to you?
Moreover, In some of my posts, I’ve included even post-concerning post-specific disclaimers. Now, Most of you know I am an artist. What will I do with all that imagination? Come on, Can’t I even create characters and incidents? Has it come down to this? Has it ever occured to you that all those where written in First Person Perspective?
I’m saying this because I’ve heard people letting out all sorts of assumptions. Now where in the hell in my posts have I ever revealed who RT was? Some of you are smart that you think you’ve figured out who it is eh? Some of you also have asked me, but I simply don’t remember telling anyone who she was. Then you might also know Dane, actually you should have known Dane. She’s 17, and she is ‘top’ class. It’s a work of Fiction for Hell’s sake! They are Characters. Gawd! Look at yourself. Haven’t you ever read Fiction or what?
Among you all are also people who have been studying with me in the same class for more than 10 years. I ask you. How the fuck did you even guess I was the ‘Me’ I mentioned in these posts. I thought You all knew how I would respnd if something of the same gravity occurs to me, in person. And you thought I was writing a Diary! Fuck!
First I thought I was doing right in keeping quiet. You all went on assuming as if it was real. Now, at that time, I thought my writing has crossed its barrier from Fictitious to Reality writing, just like HD tech to 3D TV, and as a blogger, I felt happy with whatever my writing has achieved. But then using my writing, and making it appear real to create problems for me was the last thing I expected.
Come on, just look at the comments on those posts. Everyones’ going non-stop saying “Oh, get a Life man!”, or “Move on dude, Kalayada athu”. Now I just dont know why I got such responses for writing Fiction! 😐
I know I got a lot of silent readers from those posts. Especially Gossip-peeps who always fill the Page3 column among friends. The thing about them is that I know you are there(Ya, you get stats for everything in WordPress), They know they are there. But the comments box and the other readers arent aware they are there. 😐
And Some of my Friends were actually ready to accept the notion that it may be true. They actually thought I was publishing Gossip about myself! What sad shit! Thats what I fuckin get after all those years of friendship!
I have a real bad temper. Now if anyone assumes stuff and shoots out shit in a conversation, It’s normal for me to get enraged, and shout and swear back. Someone has to understand me too na. Taking all this to the real world is a big mistake,and I seriously hate it. And I feel sorry for anyone who actually believed whatever shit others told and what you assumed by these posts and put a full stop to every kind of contact with me. I also feel guilty in my way. But then I never expected relationships, even if they are friendships, to be so shallow that some Gossip n a fictitious blog post were enough to nuke ’em, eh?