Continual Timeshift

It’s looks like life has turned out pretty okay for me…well except for the fact that a normal day for me goes like this…

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0100hrs

  • Why is my bed crying under my friekin’ feeble body?

0115hrs

  • Why is the time 1:15 am, and why the hell am I awake now?

0430hrs

  • Why did I sleep on my phone? Oh God! Why are there a dozen of unread messages by the morning?
  • Why do I brush my teeth? Why does the water look like it was rerouted from the sewage?

0530hrs

  • Why do I take a bath? WTF! Is it necessary?
  • Hell no! Why is the time now 6:00am? Where did all that time go?
  • Why do I even bother to open a book? Shit.

0630hrs

  • Why am I bunking prayer and going to an ancient hotel to have a non-veggie breakfast?
  • Why am I on the bus to college by 7:30 am?
  • Why does the bus take ages to reach college?

0815hrs

  • Why am I opening the civil block all by my f^ckin self?
  • What the heck am I doing in college at this time of the morning?
  • Why isn’t my assignment complete?

0900hrs

  • Why didn’t anyone wish me Good Morning?
  • Why am I wishing everyone instead?
  • Why am I so involved in some work that I discover when others come? Why don’t I get enlightened beforehand?
  • Oh great! Where the hell is my Mechanics note?
  • So finally my BEE Note is complete, and so I’ll get the attendance for the last BEE hour. Yippee! But why is the BEE Miss on leave?
  • Why did I even come to college today?

1200hrs

  • Why in the dip-shit-hole am I showing off in class? What do I have to do that, in the first place?
  • Why am I mad at that girl over there for having a two idli breakfast, and bragging that she won’t have her lunch today?
  • Why is she mad at me now?
  • Why is the college canteen a 5 minute walk away from my block?
  • Why am I in the college canteen satisfying my appetite with a retarded lunch?
  • Why am I back in class? Why the F?
  • Why is she now complaining that she is hungry and swearing at me for having lunch?
  • Why did I even bother to have that lunch?
  • Why am I swearing at her, and now ignoring her completely, and in a way glorifying everyone around her, except, of course, her herself?
  • Why is everyone so paranoid today?

1300hrs

  • Why are there so many people out there who all want me to run their errands? Why is it all so retarding shit?
  • Why did I even become the Class Representative? What was I thinking then?
  • Holy Macaroni! How come I topped the Graphics test that 85% of the class flunked? What does that make me?
  • Why am I holding up my drawing sheet in front of that front-bencher girl, who has so many doubts in her life, and giving out that evil laugh momentarily?

1600hrs

  • Why am I in the College Bus?
  • Why am I now walking back to my Hostel?
  • Why am I supposed to get into my hostel by 6:30pm? Why am I getting in at 6:30pm?
  • Why is there no water for me to have a bath?

1830hrs

  • Finally! Sewage water! But why in the crowcunt am I not doing my laundry?
  • Hmm … Prayer time… Why did I pray for everyone I know?
  • Why am I opening my book in front, and thinking about something else, yet finishing my homework?

2000hrs

  • Why does the supper suck like dip shit?
  • Why am I so tired that I go to sleep at 10:00pm?
  • Why do I give a round of missed calls before I doze off.

2230hrs

  • Why the f^ck am I sleeping?

0000hrs

  • Why am I not content with how things turned out for me, and why do I have questions that search for logic for each and everything, yet at the end of the day, forget everything, get ready for the next day, and so generating a 5 day loop which involves nothing, nothing at all?

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As you can see, Life is how we make it. But then trash the reality for some time. I’m desperately trying to ignore the questions that I have. But then I want answers. Please feel free to answer them. If you have any suggestions, be my guest.

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2 Responses to “Continual Timeshift”

  1. Sriram Says:

    True buddy so true.. In fact I was asking similar shit to myself today morning..
    It’s only the temporary pleasure of having got my LMV+M/C license that keeps me smiling inside for a while.

    Everything is fucked up. Life sucks 😐

  2. n i t i n Says:

    @SP

    yeah man..you said it all….


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